Many times, i have regret.
How i wished i have never done that, but everything is too late.
I created such a big mess, I'm in a mess too.
Can't even clean up the mess i created.
I want thing to be perfect.
I really learn my lesson, i really need it now.
A big slap on my face to wake me up. And i get it.
And it really hurting so badly and deeply, that i just can't stop blaming myself, crying out loud like mad dog.
Too late to detach myself now. Feel like crying so loud everyday.
Now I'm just wishing & hoping something happen, for the good.
Please, please, please?
Just don't go;
not this time, not now. not later, not ever.
I'm terribly sorry;
urgh
FUCKING HATE MYSELF!
