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Today is reeve and me me me me, ten months being tgt. I wanna to said i'm sorry reeve, stupid phone didn't send out the msg last might night. but i have send the msg today again.

HAPPY 10 MONTHS LOVELY!!!!!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVVVVVVVVVVEEEEEE.

hai.. but he is still in camp.. days go so slow like snail.... i miss him like siao already.

Went out with tilia 'the tree' to city hall walk here and there. There is always joke, lame chat tgt. Laugh like crazy girl went we two meet. hahahahahahahahahahahahaha okay her birthday is coming so ma fan!!!! Tilia stop being stupid. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Thank you

HAHAHAHAHA I WANNA TO THANKS PRIS CHAN WHO MAKE THIS BLOG SKIN FOR ME~~~~!!!! I LOVE YOU HAHAHAHAH

I LOVE REEVE TOO.....

I I I I I I iiiiii

Now a days I'm so lonely so bored without reeve acc. it been a week, still got 9 more days and my life will be back again with him. We hardly chat much, reeve is like so busy with his training, I'm really excited for his book out next week. Pray hard they perform well like tat he can roll out early. I miss him so badly, i got so much thing to said to him.

Went b.friend is away, is time that you know how much you need him. How much you loves him. How much you miss him.

Fatty, think is getting hard everyday or time, but this is same thing we must go through. Nothing is simple or easy. But as long as we hold on and understand each problems, we would just be fine and happily never after.

Love is some thing you take and forgive. There is time that may get hurt and painful, but no matter what went wrong, till the end you will still be in love.

Good nites, buh-bye=)

Ting tong ting tong

Something Mysterious

Today; I'm going back to school rahhhh... hate wed to fri time-table 'they suck kuku bird'

I'm craving; Mango & Mocha Latte

Waiting; to see san after 14 days of training in camp, plus my school holiday

no feeling; FOR SCHOOL

Beep! Beep! Beep!

ONE LITTLE, TWO LITTLE, THREE LITTLE INDIAN.
FOUR LITTLE, FIVE LITTLE, SIX LITTLE INDIAN.
SEVEN LITTLE, EIGHT LITTLE, NINE LITTLE INDIAN.
TEN LITTLE INDIAN MAN.

This is a song every one know how to sing sine young. But my little g.friend give me an idea to change this song to BUBBLE COCKS.

G.friend shut up!~!! Stop complaining hor. i have send the photo, u this nosy three Indian girl WAHAAHAHAHAHA

I'm a happy little girl. g.friend is so sweet. b.friend is so cute. thing is getting so well. life nv been this good. I love everyone around me. I LOVE B.FRIEND MORE!

I just told san i going to bad mouth him, b cuz he is the only person i got more thing to bad mouth. hahahahaha But not today, sum other day den bad mouth about him HAHAHAHAHAH

I'm Craving: Mocha Latte
Today: Going to meet San/ to have good food with him, as he said so.

Waiting: For him to book out. Yeah another P.O.P for him, is the second time AHAHAHA so stupid.

i love your cherry blossom Nicole. YOU SUPER SUCKS!

I love this 30plus year old jewellery box mom give it to me;

I'm exctied [ROSE HOT]

The days was boring. When u will not around texting me like siao. scolding me siao. Hugging you like siao. And one more thing Kissing your pinky lip like siao. I seriously missing you like SO SIAO!!!

I'm excited for tmrw. I will be seeing you soon. I can hardly sleep now. I miss you ALMOST all the time.

Oh ya.. This is for my g.friends, I'm so sorry i keep talking & nagging about san. But i just miss him so badly. So sorry g.friend hahahahas you girl's rock =)

we went old folk's home today, okay one word SAD. cutting ah ma hair is so fun.

Den went out with g.friend. taken sum photo. maybe will upload soon; went i feel like I'm not lazy anymore hee hee

Buh bye

Sleeping now, so i can see him asap. nites

Rise your loves

Today school start at 2pm end at 5pm ywans* I'm still tired. Every time san go out field i just can't sleep well. Rahhhhh WHY why why they must so man???!!!! Any way i still late for lesson, learn a new hair cut. I got this bloody hell mood of not going to school... I hoping holiday fast... I need to earn money i need money money money.. omg! I'm so broke this month..

My eye really hurt, i think is i cry too much lately.

After this week over, i can't see and meet san for 2week's. OMG! FREAK! he going for camp training hai...

I HATE ARMY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Freaking tired, i shall let my little brother use com. I'm going to craw to my bed and sleep.

Good Night sexy gfriend,

love's sick.

Just so me

Raph think i should blog less about San & more about her, so I'm trying to blog about my nonsens gfriend here i go... hmmm... erm.... er..... Where should i start?? Okay, i know where to start LOL she is freaking idiot, fucking nosy, eat veri less ' and you are not FAT', smoke too much 'stop smoking before your lungs drop out', face is breaking 'stop using too much products', talk and bitch with me like no tmrw ' i loving it, went is at the right time' and lastly hopefully sum thing good came to my mind, you are CUTE.

Raph i done my veri best to talk about you already HAHAHAHAHA

And my idiot phone line been cut off AGAIN & AGAIN HAHAHAHAHA

Sick and tired of the line. Stupid singtel $#^%@~%^%&^*&(*

Aawwsome..!! i dare to display my

without my thick eye liner on, totally nothing on face, clean and clear photo.

I am looking forwards to see ah san.

Nights buh-bye

Monday BLUEEEE

OMG!!!! I wake up at the fucking wrong timing!! And this is the only first day for this week omg!! back to my waking up at wrong timing, I see the wrong timing for school, ending up waking at 6AM and when to bathe. After tat i see my time-table again OMG START AT 9AM! ahhhhhhh SHIT ME *&%$#%@!@#!%&^*(&(^@#@#@

FEEL LIKE SLEEPING NOW.

Okay me and fatty patch thing up!!!! Whooo!~ He forgive me already!!!!

I learn my lesson, he know a secret.

He going to out field for 4days this week, means no good night msg, no texting, NO PHONE!! AH SUCK! After this week over, he won't be booking out for the next 2 week's. OMG! WHY MAN MUST GO ARMY!? WHY? WHY? WHY?

Ytd I have breakfast with fatty. We went to Mac HAHAHA is a NIGHTMARE FOR HIM, I ask him get me a breakfast Happy Meal HAHAHAS the person ask him which toy you want? Is okay you can take your time and think WAHAHAHAH cuz i was not around when he order, i was busy taking pepper LOL After we left the Mac den he told me wad happen, i laugh like mad women.Bcuz the way he tell me was like freaking funny!!! Okay den he start to nag!!!! Saying no more happy meal for me next time!!! I SWEAR I WILL MAKE HIM GET ME HAPPY MEAL AGAIN!!

This is the HAPPY MEAL TOY WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHA

An ass hole like her

I was talking with ''jie jie'' like 5min ago, while waiting for fatty to book out.

I ask her to get me one of this car!!!!! 'just joking aorund with her ar' But guess wad the hell she answer me; Are your mind mad or wad!?!! Do you know how much isit?!!!! And to get for you this type of brian-less person, is a wast of time and money then she go HAHAHAHAHA!! OMG FREAKING HELL she is an ASS HOLE. I'm typing this post right beside her NOW!!!!! Jie jie I can tell how much you say you love me zzzz You better bang wall and die.

ASS HOLE ASS HOLE!!! HAHAHAHAHA

Miss me? But i miss him even more.

My eye hurt badly, is like so freaking hell dry and once i close my eye is hurt, is like so many needle poking on my eyeball ARGH OUCH! And i was shock i lost 3kg in 4days, SUPER.

Recently thing will really bad and i mess it up.

But now think is fixing back, so think will be fine soon, I parying hard.

I MISSING YOU LIKE CRAZY =(

I miss you like crazy, more than anything or words.

All i need is being with you, is just only you. I don't wanna want to go & think about falling for sum one else but just you. Me just wanna stick with you like a 'mosquitoes or even a bee' that keep on coming back to you & happily never after.

Guess i should go rest, my eye start to hurt.

buh-bye & nights

Luv

I can hardly sleep, just now me and fatty was texting with each other, before he fall in for out field. Then he was telling about this;
there is alot of mosq in the out field, then bur bur bur... And i was in bed staring at the windown thinking, he is wearing his uniform, how would the stupid idot mosq bite him?? Finally i asked, so he answer; my head la, lots of humps HAHAHAHAHA

Okay seriously i'm missing him badly.

The Sadness Is In There. Dig out!!!!!!

The insecurity that i have created have been level up & is freaking hell rising. I will kill the insecurity and let the level turn freaking hell to the lowers.

Guess i was still not good enough, but soon i will be the BEST.

This is not the best week ever. I am sick, badly sick! Don't feel like eating, drinking, sleeping and I'm not craving for any mango. I can hardly think of anything. My brain just when so black so black. And I'm breaking down.

Thing To Do;

• Promise the thing i promise.
• Remember the thing i should never do again.
• Taking good care of myself.
• And do offen go school.
• Working

I'm still in love with him so is he.

I was hardly breathing

Many times, i have regret.

How i wished i have never done that, but everything is too late.

I created such a big mess, I'm in a mess too.

Can't even clean up the mess i created.

I want thing to be perfect.

I really learn my lesson, i really need it now.

A big slap on my face to wake me up. And i get it.

And it really hurting so badly and deeply, that i just can't stop blaming myself, crying out loud like mad dog.

Too late to detach myself now. Feel like crying so loud everyday.

Now I'm just wishing & hoping something happen, for the good.

Please, please, please?

Just don't go;

not this time, not now. not later, not ever.

I'm terribly sorry;

urgh

FUCKING HATE MYSELF!

It Really Hurting Deeply

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I wanna bad mouth my teacher so badly

My teacher really suck today, OKAY! IS ALMOST EVERYDAY. She didn't came school, we guess she must be pon school, we talking non sens...
Okay, today two of our lesson under her have been cancel plus tmrw no lesson too, at lease tmrw is not a last min thingy so i guess is a good thing?! I know I should not be tat angry but..but.. I today morning got to be so unwilling to wake up around 5plus 6am to prepare for school b cuz of her lesson at 8am !!!! I wanna to go back to my bed and be a pig, but i know i must go to school. Raahh All my hard work waking up early is wasted .... Micehelle call and say' ling 8am lesson been cancel' i was like omg! faint* later my hair cutting teacher say even my hair colouring lesson cancel too, at lease this is good cuz i no model plus can go home early HAHAAHAH So i only go school for two lesson ahhh!!! Why is my teacher so suck. She always last min cancel lesson RAAAH!!!!
Plus we got to ask model to pay for hair colouring NOW!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can hardly find models now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUPER RAAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hair Lenght & Prices; $$$
Short 12.00
Medium 15.00
Long 18.00

I WANTED YOU BABY

The day was fun

Ytd was shocking, I tot fatty will be booking out on sat afternoon, den he will come over find me. But ytd he has book out at around 9plus .. I tot he was disturbing me cuz he say I'm coming over look for you in 5 min time !!!!! Den i was like REALLY A NOT?!?! Don't try to bluff me ar... raaah but end up is real ar haha haha haha..... He didn't bluff or disturb me.

Okay i love you super alot, YOU ARE MY SUPERMAN!!!! HA HA HA HA HA

Any way i just can't stop looking and peeping at you went you will sleeping... You have already know why superman ha ha ha ha I know you going to say this to me 'DON'T BE LAME HOR'

left side of the pic is draw be me and the right side zzz is superman draw, mine is much better

SUPER UGLY DRAWING

I told him the pig look like a zombie dog ha ha ha ha

He is a 'mean boy' draw so ugly never mind still wanna scold me 'LOUSY'rahhThose tap i done say everything LOL he LOVING IT LOL